Obsessions!!

Obsession #1 Step Aerobics
Since my miscarriage I have been trying to get out and be more positive. Sorry to all of you victims of my post-miscarriage wrath... Anyway I decided to join the gym next to my house and have been OBSESSED with step aerobics!! Back in college about 4 years ago I could step with the best of them. From a complicated cha-cha-cha to a L-step off the back you name it I could do it. However since neglecting my love for aerobics and choosing to run as my main hobby I have realized that I am now extremely un-coordinated!!! Eek!! There is nothing more annoying to an ex-gymnastics, aerobics work out queen than not being able to keep up in a simple arobics class mainly composed of moms in their 40s!

So I have become obsessed... over the past few weeks I've worked hard to conquer this simingly simple piece of equipment. I've worked my way up from the flat step and graduated on to using one level under my step. Hoping for that day when my body will agree to allow me 2 levels :) So anyway this is my current obsession and so lucky for all of you I've been able to focus any negative vibe toward this harmless step and saved the rest of you from my crazies.

Obsession #2 - Twilight ... yep it's happening I'm becoming a twihard

It's sad I know... a 27 year old has now come down to the 12 year old world of giggling and obsessiong over the passionate love story of Twilight.

Obsession #3 ... Being Positive

It's been SUPER hard for me to get over losing my baby. I know there is a plan for our little family and if you talk to me on the phone I'll say everything is fine and I truly belive it.... however there are moments, little break downs, that make me realize that sometimes I'm just not OK with what has happened. SO I have this little pillow that I LOVE....I see it as I pass by the living room that reminds me to Be Merry. I like it because it somewhat yells, demands, and nicely reminds me all at once to change my attitude. I have really been trying to Be Merry this holiday season and I hope you can all bear with me as I improve little by little.

Obsession #4 - CHRISTMAS Decorations!! Yea!! Who dosn't love a little Christmas cheer all over the house, front door and throughout the city?!


Obsession #5- This cake....

I will be making this cake for a friend's wedding in a few weeks and I have been having dreams about how to make it and to make sure every detail is even more beautiful... I hope it turns out this great and I can't WAIT to make it!!